Tadaaaaa!!!! Here she is!! Finally I got my Aliya came out to this world on the 26th of Dec..I had to endure the contraction from about 10 pm on the 25th to about 5 am the next day. During those hours it was really a nightmare...thanks to the dr who didn't give me the 'bius punggung' (I could care less about the epidural since I wasn't planning to have one)..Alhamdulillah...thank God for giving me a miracle that night...I was able to act cool most of the time (to my surprise!)...thanks to my husband who taught me how to deal with the pain everytime it came...ie, by saying a lot: La ila ha illa anta, subhanaka inni kuntu minaz zolimin...
Nevertheless, the pain was all gone the time she came out..it was the happiest moment in my life..and I didn't mind not sleeping for 2 straight days just to be by her side, feeding her..stay awake just to hear her breathing and watch her beautiful face. Ohh my heart melts everytime!
Today is my 22nd day of my confinement period...I must say it was not that easy for me...especially to deal with the emotional disturbance associated with postnatal depression..but Alhamdulillah both of us are getting healthier. I couldn't do a lot of things I want to do with her just yet due to the pain I am suffering at the moment...I owe big time to my kind mother in law, sister in law and my husband who are taking care of her.
I want to be the best mother to her, despite my limitation and circumstances. I grew up with love and care from my mother...so I want her to have that kind of mother too...
Now that I have her, I couldn't be asking for more...
....All praise due to Allah....
~ she is my angel ~
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